Because of health issues from L's delivery- I lost a lot of weight and was pretty much sick from all the surgeries. L will be 4 in Feb. The last three months, I focused really hard on gaining 20 pounds and I made it. Now my size 25/32 skinny jeans don't zip (thanks butt) and tops are tight (thanks boobs- you are guys are still really small- but I'll take 'em). YAY me!
I truly believe that a big aspect of enjoying life and trying to reduce suicidal ideation, is to appreciate nature. I have a dog and cat- both rescued. I love them dearly and I swear, there are days when just taking care of them is what it takes to keep me alive. In the summer, I grow a garden and am amazed by the life that I create in the form of fruits and vegetables. My kids and I eat from the garden. We breathe in fresh air. We talk about the birds and the squirrels. We laugh as we absorb the sun's rays. We are a necessary part of this beautiful scene. Without us.... the world is missing the laughter of two smalls boys and their mom.
Please watch this video. The graphics and music are so cool.
Removing the stigma 1 MB at a time. 12/2014