There are moments when I feel like no one truly loves me. This happens right? The scarier moments are when I think I DON'T TRULY LOVE ANYONE. It's not hate I feel... but complete apathy. Some may call this depression- because I don't care about the things I usually love. But no... this is some stage below depression but above suicidal ideation. (Hmmmm.. there should be a name for that. Or maybe not. We don't need more labels.) These moments are the scariest when I'm drawn to thinking of myself as a robot: I go through the motions, feel dull, and even worse- I'm prone to doing what people think is best for me, because I HAVE NO FIGHT LEFT.
Removing the stigma 1 MB at a time. 12/2014